This year has been something else. Last year this time I graduated from school, and I think, just as everyone thinks, that I thought that things would have been different then they were. They were different alright. I just have to remind myself, that along with the hard stuff there have been successes.
So Amy had a great idea. She listed 10 things she's dreaming/thinking/working on in 2010. So I've made up a list too.
10. I'm really going to try and not be so hard on myself for being human. Because that's what I am. You heard it here first folks. I work really hard, I travel really hard, I make mistakes, and then I tend to beat myself for the fumbles and the exhaustion. This year, I am going to try harder to recognize things for what they are. A rest is a rest.
9. I want to be a better sister, daughter, and friend. With all of my bouncing around, I do a champion job at not only separating myself from the world, but the people who really love me. I make myself unavailable.
8. To be more grounded. Literally, Figuratively.
7. Develop new products. Hard-Goods... and things of a home-good nature.
6. Get 3 exhibits with my fine art Printmaking
5. Stop shooting down my own ideas. I can be really hard on myself. I've made quilts and prints and things that I haven't shown anyone or posted or anything because I am being too hard on myself. I need to move past that.
4. Draw/create more all the time. Everyday.
3. Finish a Book, write a book for a publisher.
2. I want to help. I feel like I have been so blessed, and I want to be of use in whatever way I can. I know that that sounds abstract, but I want to make myself more available, by being more present.
1. Someone said that people make decisions based on one of two things. Fear or Love. I want every decision that I make to be because of love.
I just want to say, that I am a firm believer in miracles. I know they happen everyday in my life, and I see them in my family, and really everywhere. I am grateful for a God who loves us. I want to make this a good year. I've got some plans, and I've got a lot of hope. Do you have any goals or plans that you have been thinking about?
I am wishing the best for all of you and your loved ones. Thank you with all of my heart for your comments, emails, kindness, and time. It has been a strength to me
love,
Lizzy House
ps. Melissa is doing fine. The surgery went well and she has been home recovering!