so I was talking to a good friend of mine the other day on the phone, and we were talking about being stressed. I proceeded to tell him, that I am always stressed. I am just a high stress kind of person....
I am going to be late
I am going to get fired
they are not going to like my work
I will be alone forever because I can't commit
there is something to do that I have forgotten about
I once again have saved everything until the very very last minute.
I make lists of everything and the only way I can get things done is if I give myself personal deadlines. Now I can stress myself out with these deadlines, but usually I set them before the ACTUAL deadline so the panic is completely self made.
I remember being stressed as a child. I have just always just put a lot on my plate... well here is the end of the semester and an entire 3 weeks of stress... BUT I am trying to manage it and I have made a list of everything that has to be accomplished AND I have given everything a deadline. I can commit to a deadline, and I can commit to being a vegan and a good person... whatever
Cool thing though, the point of all of this stress talk IS that I am printing a book. Actually hand printing a book of prints that I have made, with ryhming couplets and I have to have it all done in what is essentially two and a half weeks. Each step has been carefully plotted out so I can leave myself enough time to get everything done. SO MUCH WORK. Well, what are you going to do. So I have made charts and graphs to help me get everything else done, along with being a dresser every night for Oklahoma! for my costume design class lab hours.

So, I will be in and out for the next couple of weeks. Pray for me please, and I will try to stress out less and remember to eat so I don't stress out more, and I will get through this so I can go home to Texas and sleep for 2 weeks.
thanks everybody
sorry if I stressed you out.